i don't know why?

hey guys guess im back but i don't have mushc to say today,
all i can say is im not inlove with this boy but then
i miss him, i don't know but since after summer our communication
got a little out, he rarely texts me and he does not call me sunday in the evening
it's like his given up on me, well i won't be surprised because
nobody can stand my harshness=)
i don't know, maybe he found someone new i won't be surprise either because
i'm totally no that special=) and im totally not that beautiful and smart=) so no big deal
its just that i miss him that's all